The Only One

The Only One

Often, I’m the only one,

the only one running for fun.

Often, I’m the only one,

afraid to win. Afraid of blood.

Often, I’m the only one,

the one that shuns. The one that loves.

Often, I’m the only one,

never upfront, always half-done.

Sometimes, I’m the only the one,

looking at you for peace and love.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

naked in bed wanting someone.

Often, I’m the only one,

short on time with plenty of rum.

Often, I’m the only one,

wanting to breath but holding the gun.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

living a life, never as one.

Sometimes, I’m the only one 

capable of being someone.

Sometimes, I’m the only one. The only one. The only one.

Often, I’m the only one,

realizing who cares, realizing who’s there.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

just, just, well just…

Often, I’m the only one,

narrow minded; near sighted.

Often, I’m the only one,

driving pass, the nearest attraction.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

making you laugh; taking you back.

Often, I’m the only one,

strapped to the max with gallons of facts

Often, I’m the only one,

seeing it clear without mindless fear.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

sabotaging shit, just for kicks.

Often, I’m the only one. The only one. The only one.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

focusing on, what can be done.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

knowing how it feels, to lose someone.

Often, I’m the only one,

Living my life, despite advice.

Often, I’m the only one,

saying it twice, you know that, right?

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

saying my feelings with no empty meanings.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

cheating, cheating, cheating, cheating

Often, I’m the only one,

asking for, purposeful meaning.

Sometimes, I’m the only one,

believing, believing, believing, believing.

Often, I’m the only one,

steadfast in achieving and a bit conceited.

Often, I’m the only one. The only one. The only one.